i am ...

All Praises Be to Allah, Lord of the Day and Night...

When I speak, I lie.
I put off my solat till the very last minute.
My Al-Quran lay my bedside, untouched for days at time.
I neglect Rasullullah's sunnah.
Mood swings are a norm to me, and I easily feel irritated.
I tend to be mean.
And when I make a promise, I break them.

I show all the signs of a person with weak iman. Astaghfirullahalazim.
What's happening to me, Ya Rabb?

I am feeling low spiritually. =(
And I do not like the feeling, not one bit.



Life has been all about work and more work. I am getting tired. Physically and emotionally. Parents nowadays are more demanding and thus I really have to 'pull up my socks'. My babies will be in the last stage of preschool next year and I have been given the responsibility to educate them till they graduate. Masya'allah, it is really one HEAVY responsibility.

I need your doa, dear pals....


Dear friends, can we rekindle the friendship we once held in glory.
I miss every single one of you.

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"Biarkanlah cinta yang pernah wujud itu bermuara dengan sendirinya…di saat yang tepat..dengan seseorang yang tepat..dan pilihan yang tepat..hanya dari Allah SWT di saat dihalalkannya dua manusia untuk bersatu dalam ikatan pernikahan yang barakah…"

Ku sedar, ku hanya mampu berdoa buat masa ini...