muahahahaha...i am one HAPPY gerl.

"Assalammualaikum
Kaifa Ha Lu Kum?"

So he turned up with clothing, coloured close to mine. At the start of today's meeting, it was kind of difficult to look him in the eyes while having conversations. Those eyes!!! Makes my heart beat 50 times faster. And my whole body, feels like jelly everytime I stare into those beautiful eyes.

He never called me before. But he did just that today, not once but THRICE.

I am afraid of this term "false hope". Heard of it before?? Am so, so very afraid of it. Hoping and wishing that it is NOT what he is giving me.

The last thing I need now are false hopes....

"Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-Mu."

"Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta, jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-Mu."

"Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya terpaut pada-Mu, agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta semu."

"Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati, jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling pada hati-Mu."

"Ya Allah, pertemukanlah hatinya dan hatiku..."