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"Assalamualaikum

Kaifa Ha Lu Kum?"

Guess what?? Guess what?? Guesssss WHAT?? *shrieks*

I got a gift from someone today.

Yar, you are so right!!!!! I got a gift from HIM.

He gave me this plastic bag with a nicely ribboned yellow box in it. Took the bag from him. And went 'HUH?'. Cause the gift was totally unexpected. Serious.

The mixture of emotions that I had, after I received the gift was unexplainable. And at the point of receiving, I actually felt like a tear or two will trickle down my eye. Cause the emotions were running wild. WILD, I tell ya!

I was overwhelmed with emotions. I was excited. I was happy. I was scared. And at the same time, I was afraid...

I am so not used to getting attention from a guy that I admire and adore.

And I am afraid that, by giving me 'signs of hope', he is leading me to a deep,deep, love trench.

I will be hurt for sure if things does not work out.

BUT, the saying goes, 'kalau dah jodoh, tak ke mana'.

So if it was ever meant to be, it will happen...

The 2 'selendang' he got me, was in pink and brown. He still remembers the colours that I like. Good. And he wrote a letter too. Oh, and it was nothing mushy!

When will I put on the 'selendang' eh?

Already got advices from some people, that I SHOULD and MUST put on the 'selendang' that he gave, whenever I think I will get the chance to show him that, I am putting on the 'gift' that he got me. Insya'allah, I will try.

Anyway, field practicum went fine today. Many new-faces. Most of the children still recognize me, thank God for that! This semester, will be teaching the K2 students, Language Arts and Mathematics.

And field practicum 2.2 will be a breeze. Insya'allah!

"Ya Allah! Sesunggunya hamba MU ini lemah. Peliharalah diriku ini dari kekecewaan, ya Allah!"