i'd rather you be mean.

Assalammualaikum!

Shall not put high hopes on this one. Should NOT.
Will NOT. Hopefully, NOT.
Must learn from history.

I am not being *me*.
I have NEVER fall for someone this fast before.
I am concious of self and love. Always have been.

My heart ruled me. It did it well.
And it's not your fault. It's just me. I am acting stupid.

By the way, we are still friends.
No, nothing bad has happened, YET.......

"I'd rather you be mean, than love and lie.
I'd rather hear the truth, than have to say goodbye.
I'd rather take a blow, at least then I would know.
But baby, don't you break my heart slow."

Please....

Ya Allah!!! Ku perlukan mu...Hanya Engkau tempatku mengadu.