badly want it to happen

Salam Alaik!

Sent my application form for the SNO post, at noon.
"kalau ada rezeki, adalah yerr..."
Applied for it, so that I would have more career options after graduation. And truth be told, I am not applying, just for the sake of applying, or for the fun of it.
Making and creating changes in young lives, has always been my dream.
And NO, my application was NOT 'a monkey-see, monkey-do' affair.

What will happen after February 20?

Relief teaching at IYAD? Sounds nice.
14 days in Cambodia? Life-changing experience. Interesting.
Glitz and glamour at ECH prom? Not that appealing.
Physically-challenged at Selangor? Hmmmm, not my cup of tea.

Give me YOUR guidance, Ya Ilahi!

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i badly want it to happen.
i badly want _____ to be the one.

i secretly 'doa' that it will come true.

But this heart and everything else, is saying that it will NOT happen.

All hope is not lost, though...

But for now, with my head hung low.
I leave my issues and matters of the heart to my Benefactor, my Creator,
Allah swt.



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