the past.

Assalamualaikum,

excuse me, if you find me ultra boring, talking about the same topic over and over again, like a broken record. excuse me too, if you find me whiny. i am feeling all nostalgic, reminiscing the past. the past, that will not go on repeat mode, even if forced. the past that will remain in the past.

poly life is so different from secondary school life.
but, both i like. both i cherish.
friends i have made here, are much more memorable. and social circle is much wider here. i find myself more active in school, this time round.

was given lots of oppurtunity to lead, to be lead, to manage, to be spoon-fed and yet be independent here in the polytechnic. learnt life and communication skills that would be so useful for later.

despite me still wanting to be a student. pray that i don't have to repeat any modules. for if i do, i am doomed.

i am moving on. but i am bringing part of you along with me.


Listen to the song. Understand the lyric. Its making me teary-eye.


Ku imbas kembali waktu bersama,
Segala kenangan silam,
Bagai berlalu semalam.

Kini hanyalah tinggal kenangan,
Tiada ku rasa dalam genggaman.
Hanya terdaya mengimbas semua,
Kenangan yang lalu.




separation anxiety. *shivers.