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Those messages. When I read it. I felt, an immense sharp tug, in my heart.

Since the present is such....

Hmmmm......
I guess, it's not that wise to bid my past, goodbye, yet.
Maybe, I should still work on the past.
Yes, maybe.

I badly want the present to work out. But I should be realistic in my dreams too, rite?

So, I am being realistic here, when I say; I should slowly delete all hopes and dreams of you. :)

Hurtful, but a MUST-do.
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Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah swt for that piece of news from Kak Masturah at 12.09pm. She informed me of something, I've been wanting to hear.

All happy. But reality is sinking in, hard. I am going to be a 'student-no-more' soon. Haiz, I am not ready to be an adult lah... Never will be, I think. Hehehe.

But still, Alhamdulillah.

May this path, be the right one and hopefully the most perfect one for me.
Insya'allah, ameen.
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The form has been sent. 14 days away from home, may it do good for me.

Missing the family, is for sure.
Missing you, _________________________.




"Will not miss someone, who doesn't misses me in return."