emotional

Salam Alaik.

I have finally touched the bag that I will be bringing for the expedition.
And the key word in that previous sentence is 'touched'. Hehe.
Really lah...don't know why I am procrastinating this bad.
Eh, but I got my list ready. An improvement, nonetheless.

Tonight, I am feeling sad.
This heart is crying out for something.
The feeling is undescribable.
And as I am typing this, the tears are falling.

I feel so low, so, so low.
Like a trampled weed, on an open field.

"Allahumma, aku berlindung pada-Mu daripada rasa sedih dan gelisah."

"Ya Allah, yang membolak-balikkan hati, tetapkanlah hatiku atas
jalan-Mu, tetapkanlah hatiku pada ketaatan kepada Mu."

ALLAH did not promise that life would be easy, but HE did promise to go with you...every step of your life, with HIM by your side.

No, I have not found the love of my lifetime.
But, that's not what is making me sad. Really.