Salam Alaik!

Still clueless but much much better. Alhamdulillah.

PTC is over and done with. Yeeehaaaa!
The week before the PTC, was really tormenting.
Biasalah...doing things at the very last minute.

Very little sleep, cans after cans of Nescafe and Red Bull, hundreds of hours in front of the laptop, printing, colouring, writing, filing, punching holes and bla bla bla. I am soooo glad it's over!

Picture taken at 8.50pm, 11 hours before the PTC itself.
I was nowhere near complete and poor me had no one but myself. Unlike the other colleagues who brought in husbands and boyfriends to help and Irliana, I was told brought in her own TEAM of helpers. Chet!!!

Received a letter from NP. An invitation for a graduation dinner and dance on 18 June. And should be going with the mother unless she backs out at the last moment. (She better not!)

And I am having very terrible mood swings, this week. Very bad!

I think it's a blessing to be blessed with sensitivity. To be able to sense emotions and feelings-of-the-moment. Even if I had broke down in tears, no one would have noticed. Why? Cause I was all alone. Sad.

O Allah! Forgive me of my ignorance, thus far.


Smiles were faked.